So, after reading my classmate’s blog http://teachsimplicity.wordpress.com/2010/04/13/findwhatyoulov/#comment-31 Laura wrote about doing what you love in life. After reading this post, it quickly made me realize how fast life flies by. It seems as if the semester just started a few weeks ago and here we are quickly coming to an end. One important item that I want to remember when I become a teacher is that your students are going to look up to you. If you are doing what you truly love (teaching) your students are going to notice. If you are not, their still going to notice. Teachers are with their students more than those students are with their own parents and families. In a way, the teachers are ‘raising’ about 25 students every year. So, if a teacher is doing their job and being passionate, a student will quickly take note. They notice in every small decision you make and how you treat other people whether it is inside or outside of school. Teachers have to remember that each and every student has a dream and it is that teachers job to help their students pursue that dream. If not, then why become a teacher? I have had so many people against me throughout my life and disagreeing on my choices and I am tired of it. I am going after my dream of pursuing my Master’s degree and I will not leave Penn State until I have that diploma in my hand. I thought teachers and professors were supposed to encourage students to do their best and go after their dreams, not crush them? I am quickly learning what I do not want to become as a teacher. I will fight for myself and stand up for my student’s. Now a days it seems that people care about what everyone else thinks. For example, letters of recommendation, of course it is nice to see what teachers/professors think and have to say and that they believe in the student. But, is it not more important that the student’s believe in themselves? Where would our country be if no one had a dream or a goal? Why does everything depend on what other people think and believe and it seems as if it doesn’t matter what I want and what my goals are. I was always brought up to believe that I can accomplish anything I put my mind to and I have. I have a dream to pursue a Master’s degree in Curriculum and Instruction at Penn State University, yet it seems that my dreams do not matter. It only matters what other people have to say about them. However, my amazing boyfriend William Weiler keeps reminding me that hard work never goes unnoticed, and I hope and pray that he is right because right now I feel that no one is noticing.
After reading through her (Laura’s) blog, she gave three different descriptions about why you should do what you love in life and live every day to its fullest no matter what. When I came to the last story on her post, about death it made me think back to a few years ago when I was an undergrad student. My grandmother and grandfather were in a head on collision car crash. Miraculously my pap only came out with a broken nose, my grandma on the other hand was in intensive care for a long long time. After that, she was constantly in and out of the hospital and continued to fight for her life. I would drive home from Penn State University to Pittsburgh every weekend to see them and my family. I remember the exact day, I was in the car with my dad when he received a devastating phone call. My dad is the most least emotional person I know, but that day I knew from the look on his face it wasn’t good news. He dropped everything we were doing at that moment and drove straight to the hospital. Neither of us said a word the entire way. When we got the hospital, the nurses told us that she didn’t have very long left and that we should say good-bye. Let me tell you, nothing hits you harder than knowing that this will be the last day that you will get to see and speak to someone who you love. In a way, it was also good news because who can say that they knew when you were talking to someone who it would be the last time? Also, she was def. headed to a better place where she was no longer in pain and constantly battling for her life. That day, I held my father’s hand and my grandmothers hand as we told her how much we loved her and tried to remember the happy times we had together. Although she could not speak back to us, you could tell from her face that she could hear and understand every single word. Then, I faced the most emotional event that I’ve ever experienced thus far in my life. I held my grandmothers hand and literally watched her die in my arms and there was not a single thing I could do about it. I think that was the hardest part for me, I was there and there was nothing I could do. I felt powerless and defeated. The room was complete silence and a strange feeling filled the air as if God was in the room with us. I looked up to my dad, and saw him crying for the first time in my life. I tried to be strong, but that didn’t last long and I cried for hours as I am crying right now as I write. I never thought that I would actually see someone die in my arms and I have to say that it is the absolute worst feeling in the world to know that there’s not a single thing you can do about it but to look to the positive side of things, knowing that she is in a better place and healthy and happy. 🙂 ❤
What does this have to do with education? Keep reading!
After reading Laura’s blog, I realized that I am doing what I love! I can truly say that becoming a teacher is the most amazing experience and the best feeling in the world knowing that I will be teaching students English. I have already graduated from Penn State in 2007 with a degree in Broadcast Journalism and a minor in English. While I was an undergrad, I didn’t really care as much if I missed class because it was not a degree and job that I really cared about. Now, I have only missed one class (due to the massive snow storm) out of the entire semester and within five different classes. That’s pretty awesome! However, I realized that I don’t want to miss class now because I truly enjoy going. I actually like to do my homework, research and extra-curricular activities because I love knowing that I will become a high school English teacher soon! It truly makes a huge difference in life if you are doing what you love.
When I become a teacher, I want my student’s to connect to their writing and their reading. Student’s and people in general learn a lot more information when they can connect to the assignment. For example, in my classroom I would like to have the students come up with every theme that was in the book we read and make a list on the board. Then, have them write a paper about a personal experience they have had in their lives that uses a theme on the board. For example, in Desiree’s Baby the themes are race, love and betrayal. The students would choose one of those three themes and write their paper about love or betrayal using their own experience. I have tried this experience with this particular short story in class and it worked out extremely well. After they have written their papers, if a few student’s would like to share their paper with the class they could.
Another instance, if a student had the choice to choose 1 out of 3 books for their assignment, I think that they would be a lot more excited and interested in the work because they actually had a say in what they were doing. People can learn a lot more in life if they just stopped talking for a while and listened to what other people have to say, including students. I think we as educators would be surprised to hear what we as students had to say, the great ideas that they have and what they actually know and care about. Listening is an important tool in life that many people forget about because their to busy talking and being self-absorbed. One activity that I know I would like to have in my classes are open circle discussions. This would consist of the class, including me, sitting our desks in a circle and just talking about the reading. There would be no specific ‘assignments’ or number of times that students would have to speak, I just want to hear them. I want to know what they liked about the reading, what they were confused about, how it could relate to something going on in their personal life and what they did not like about it. I think that a lot of times professors and teachers get caught up in quantity and loose track of quality. A student can say what they need to in a three page paper, then why make them write an eight page paper and take points off for length?
I would also use reading journals in my class, which are journals that each student would have with text on one side and questions on the other. The journals make the students read and also answer questions at specific spots in the text. One question could be, what do you think about X character at this point? Another question could be what do you think will happen next? The journals get the student’s to think about the text and characters and not just read the text to get their reading done.
Another idea that I learned came from a presentation I heard in my LLED 480 class on April 5th. This group of students had my class visit English Companion Ning and join in on a discussion about Sparknotes in the classroom. You can visit the website here, http://englishcompanion.ning.com/forum/topics/sparknotes-my-loathed-enemy?id=2567740:Topic:6847&page=1 On this website, Lori J left an amazing comment/idea on how to use Sparknotes in the classroom instead of being blinded by or ignoring the situation. Her idea was to hand out a copy of Sparknote’s anslysis on a character and have the student’s write what Sparknote’s left out about the character. I thought this idea was wonderful! Lori said, ” I also have reading quizzes where I ask the students to write a few sentences about the significance of some object or event that isn’t mentioned in that chapter of the Spark Notes but is significant to the story. It doesn’t take the students long to learn that they are better off reading the actual material.” I thought that this was a great way to show your students that you know about Sparknotes and you do not want them to use that as a sole source for learning the material. You can contact Lori here, http://englishcompanion.ning.com/profile/LoriJordan
So, what am I trying to say in this blog post? I can’t wait to become a successful English teacher and to have my student’s learn in fun/creative ways that they will actually learn the material and not just memorize it. I also want to say that doing what you love makes a huge difference in your everyday attitude towards life in general and it shows in every little decision that you make. If you are happy with yourself, job and life you will be a lot more enthused about everything and your everyday attitude will show it! I can’t say enough how much of a difference it makes in life. So, don’t worry, be happy! 🙂 Everything happens for a reason.